Another day of waiting. Not that the day has been idle . . . there is plenty to keep me busy. I always forget just how much Jimmie does until he can't do it and I try to fill the gaps. Still, waiting is one of the hardest part of our days right now. It's been just over 3 weeks since the doctor shocked us with the C word, and about 10 days since he confirmed that it was already stage 4, something I had figured out from my frantic Internet research. But it really feels like it has been much longer.